
I don't know why, but death never gets easier. Yesterday, we learned that one of James' boys, Ben Jennings, who was serving in Chile collapsed and died while jogging with his companion in the morning. He was such a great young man. He is actually the one that helped design our wedding announcement, and he also drew us this picture. He always had a sketch pad in his hand. He had a quiet way about him, but had a good sense of humor when he did talk. I believe it was his apartment that stole tables from 3 other apartments and created a ping-pong table with paper cups. They had a ping-pong tournament that lasted all day. James got really close to all those boys while working as an RA. I loved them too. There was never a dull moment around all those freshman boys and I had so much fun observing the funny things they would do.
On Sunday we attended the farewell of Jacob Cloward. He was one of the last to leave from this group of boys. I got excited thinking about all of them coming home next summer and envisioned a reunion at Gawain's house (where we will be living soon) before we moved away. I was impressed with all of these boys before they were missionaries. I can't imagine the great men they will be when they all come back from serving the Lord for two years. It will be a marvelous sight to behold.
I know that Ben is in the best place he could possibly be right now. Straight to highest part of heaven, is where I understand the Lord's servant's go. I hope that his dear family will be blessed and comforted at this time. Sometimes I think it is harder for us on the outside to know how close loved ones will ever cope with such a loss. We forget that the Lord is providing them with lots of extra comfort and help that we don't see. I know that I have experienced that love and comfort in times when loved ones were lost, so I am sure that it will be no different for others who are worthy.
I am so thankful for all the many blessings I have at this time. I love being a mother and I love being a wife. I have a sure knowledge and testimony of God's plan of happiness. And I am happy and will be happy if I continue to obey His commandments. What a blessing to be a member of God's Kindom on earth!! I would wish the same for everyone on this earth.